Choose a life.
Choose a career.You have all that time might as well do something with it.Become a doctor.Cure your 72 year old patient, give him back his fuckin’ life that read his autopsy report 5 years later…Died of natural causes, didn’t he?
Choose friends.You are too weak to stand alone.When you are happy go share it with them.Naively think you’ll make them happy too…Then when you are on the ground there ain’t gonna be no one standin’ near you.’Cause no one wants to ruin their lives like you did.
Choose an addiction.That will certainly be there for you.Of course, you gotta’ put out the money but hey…at least you see it.Take a cigarette for example.Let’s just say smoking is your big addiction.Cigarettes will always be there, won’t they?Yeah, for a fuckin’ 5 minutes.Then you’ll realize they are gone.Along with a huge number of your carboxihemoglobines…
Choose love you fool.Give your heart to an arsehole so he’ll make you feel all warm and fuzzy and protected.Say life is gorgeous and you don’t care about anything else in the world…There’s just you and your significant other.Then you’ll get bored of him.Or he will get bored of you and you have no more love.Or anything else ’cause the rest of the world won’t give a shit about you.Like you didn’t give a fuck about the rest of the world back when your lover was beside you.Love…worse then heroin I tell you..
Choose music.Music changes.Like everything else in the world for that matter.
Choose your family.Live up to their expectations.One day you will wake up concluding that you have forgotten your own ones.
Choose to believe in God.There is no God.There is no cosmic energy.There’s just you.
Choose to bond with your memories.Then you’ll get Alzheimer’s and they will all go away.
Choose to listen to your emotions.You’ll end up slitting your wrists.
Choose to live for the moment.The moment is always there.
Choose to listen to your instincts.
Or don’t choose at all…Who cares?It’s your life.
p.s.: inspired by irvine welsh’s trainspotting 
